MAY HERE!

me experimenting with carrd :D i love love making carrds but i only have two twitter accs so, boo lame we don't need twitter, we're gonna make random carrds!

to learn how to do different stuff here for when i suddenly change aesthetic. obviously, mainly skz themed carrds. click bellow to find my pretty carrds (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ

may's stray kids carrd! <3

random skz stuff i liking talking about: chan's room song reccomendations, felix and seungmin's friendship (cake), skz shows, skz lyrics and storyline, felix dancing boom by nct dream, jisung on masked singer, changbin's self composed love songs, two kids song, etc... <3

been a stay since: november 2020!

    bias: lino! but soft spot for felix & seungmin. obsession with jisung...
    fav album: i am who, go live
    fav song: levanter, i am you

    i have a journal about skz: about their songs, lives, song recommendations + letters for them

    click for skz stuff i adore 19 lyrics! ☆.。.: thunderous! ☆.。.: this <3 ☆.。.: felix asmr ☆.。.: slowed skz ☆.。.: self-esteem fairies ☆.。.: chan's room ☆.。.: this playlist ☆.。.: this jisung video ☆.。.: on track ☆.。.: one kid's room ☆.。.: judit's letter

    It's too fast
    I've waited for this moment, what about you?
    Are you a little scared? Or are you excited?
    To be honest, it hurts to send you away
    Every time the day went by slowly
    I prayed for it to pass by quickly
    But right now I feel the opposite
    I'd like for this moment to stop for a bit
    Time don't stay here, go somewhere else
    One, two, three, once again back to the 13
    I became the singer that I wanted to become back then
    I still can't believe it but I'm happy
    I'm satisfied that my dream came with a lot of luck
    But this moment that I've waited for even before I started to dream is here and
    I just want to stop time
    I'm still not ready
    I'm waiting all the way over there
    The 20 year old me is waiting

    Why does this day feel like it's passing by so quickly
    When I count to three
    Can everything disappear like a dream
    And I go back to where I was before

    Back, back, back, back, back, back
    Go back to before
    Where everyday was the same, same, same, same, same, same
    Same back then
    If right now passes then it'll seem so far away
    It'll feel like I won't be able to see the current me again
    I just wanna go back
    Back, back, back, back, back, back
    Back to before

    Now the way I talk has gotten more mature
    It's a bit unfamiliar but I walk around like I'm confident
    But I'm like a middle school student who's acting as an adult
    I'm still immature and I just can't get used to it
    The hours after 10pm that I've gotten close with
    The signs that don't allow minors don't relate to me anymore
    But my dad and mom still look at me like a kid
    And strangely this is something I'm still used to
    Pay attention how old are you now that you’re still asking for the impossible
    Soon I'll have to take off my name tag as a teenager
    This should be good enough
    Continue on naturally, don't be uncomfortable
    Everybody was like this too
    Twenty years old that I wanted to become so badly
    Did everybody go through this same experience or am I the only one
    That's anxious?
    Not even other people, but people close to me
    Like my mom, dad, and brother
    Did they spend this day like this too?

    Why does this day feel like it's passing by so quickly
    When I count to three
    Can everything disappear like a dream
    And I go back to where I was before

    Back, back, back, back, back, back
    Go back to before
    Where everyday was the same, same, same, same, same, same
    Same back then
    If right now passes then it'll seem so far away
    It"ll feel like I won't be able to see the current me again
    I just wanna go back
    Back, back, back, back, back, back
    Back to before

    This place that felt so awkward
    Is now my home
    Seoul that felt so big
    Now seems small to me
    The dream that I've been dreaming of has taken off
    And when I look out the window, it's ready to land
    The dream that I've been dreaming of has taken off
    And when I look out the window, it's ready to land, yeah

    This place that felt so awkward
    This place that felt so awkward
    This place that felt so big
    This place that felt so big
    This place that felt so awkward (yeah yeah yeah)
    This place that felt so awkward
    This place that felt so big (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

    my name is mariana <3 i go by may online.
    i'm portuguese, fifteen years !

    i like music, stray kids, food, winter, don't look back in anger

    i spend my time reading, singing, with my dog, on twitter & spotify